disappointed

I can't, I just can't.

Can't anymore. I'm tired. Not physically, it's morally, I think.
It would seem that there's not a thing, that can make me tired. But there is.



 Maybe I even can't make the sentenses right, I don't know.



I wanna see people. I wanna see my friends. I wanna meet them.
The last time it happend was the 1st night of this year, new year.

I miss them. I miss you, guys.
I wanna meet anyone! But I don't really want to go to school, by the way.

These holidays are not so happy and clear, like I dreamed, unfortunately.


I wanna cheer up. Please, MOOD, became good, became joyful, happy!


I miss him. It makes me disappointed and sad mostly, unfortunately.


Why can't I believe and force myself to think that all of it is to the good?

I want to believe.


I don't know what to do. Because I have nothing to do.
To watch TV series or read all the time? To study? Oh, please, not studying, I'm waited for by the school this week.


Please, help me anyone.